Upon awakening comes struggle
And with illumination comes suffering
For the world is aghast at the sight
Of they who have broke bonds with her

As one who is alive is alive to all life
But the eyes of the dead see only death
And he who is dead fears not his self deceit
Though tremble before the truth of it

All things I could show you that do not exist
And of these have we all believed
So that without such a thing causes sorrow and pain
Where fools laugh at your lack, of what isn’t real

All things I can show you that indeed do exist
And of these have few found in faith
So that without such a thing is to be as a fool
Where the righteous do pray for our lack, of what is our gift

With our own eyes before the truth of it
Are we no longer able to witness ourselves
Where a man sees himself not as a man before him
knowing not what he is or not isn’t

With our own ears before the truth of it
Are we no longer able to witness our insanity
Where a woman hears herself not as a woman does speak
knowing not what she says is not her

So who can hear the song of the heavens
Or witness the birth of a truth?
Indeed how can anyone see such a thing
While transfixed on felonious privilege?

Such an irony it is

They laugh and drink up
Filling an imagined cup on the blood of the holy
Of that which does not actually exist
Save the unknowing of the tears ahead

While they who sweat and strive under lies of the mocker
Hold fast the faith of a truth
And they in tears now
Have great peace approaching quickly

And as it is marvelled that such a thing could be
It is in truth an obvious base course
As the tide comes in do we see a wave
but in truth it was always the whole water

Selah

All who are given the gift of righteous awakening to any thing of any kind within their life are humbled upon the revelation of new foundations of an existence never before even imagined. All are unable at first to even speak of what they have witnessed or been given with any authority which could bring about awareness to another of an acceptable and desirable reality also for themselves. We have not the language, nor does another have the ears unless also given such a gift. Our words are as foolish gibberish to describe what is personally indescribable.

Though the gift is precisely personal in nature, it is not at all unavailable to anyone else, and many before have stood upon those new shores, and many more will also do likewise afterwards. Of they who arrived first, is the language and experience to guide they who are new, and of they who are new does quickly come the language and experience. Though neither can still explain the universe of wealth they see before them to the blind who remain, does the door remain open even so for any and all who until now have not received the Godly gift.

And to the larger masses dwelling in the riddle of the specious world, does the awakened soul appear simpleminded and absurd, menacing or unwise. And though the illuminated spirit has been born into the desire of peace, the blind can only see back at themselves, who are in fact themselves simpleminded, absurd, menacing, unwise and now clearly witnessed as such by those awakening. Knowing now reality that they opposing them are more oppressed than their oppression by a greater oppressor who once oppressed both.

Therefore while before the throne of your great gift, which is in every moment, gather together in compassion and confidence with others who have found themselves also standing on the new heaven and new earth. May the old welcome the young, and the young welcome the new, sharing all they have learned. For the old shadow world remains also with our flesh, casting out and spewing more of our brothers and sisters here and there, while continuing to enslave the greater numbers. And of they so enslaved still, or been cast out, cast away, discarded and shunned from the world, stand ready always to reveal the door with which all may walk free, knowing always it is only God who can open their eyes for them, yet sharing hope and gospel that they may enter in by their own honest desire to do so.

For surely as freely and wonderfully as we who earned nothing of worth, were given life from death, truth from falsehood, reality from imagination, so too are all others as welcome by God who seek God and desire to know Him, and even those who God simply choses Himself with wisdom we ourselves can not understand. So it is our job to comfort and console, aid and help, shine light and humility and truth of the spirit we have been given. For just as we ourselves must endure here also until the Will of God be fulfilled, so too are all our brothers and sisters, wether given eyes and ears, or still drunk on the wine of oppression found beholden to this moment in time.

Ryan o0o