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Self-Discovery
Heroes of Independence
To know loss one must first have and to have one must first gain and to gain one must first [...]
The Ladder and the Book of Life
My flesh was at rest contemplating the nature of life when a vision came upon me. Suddenly was I transported [...]
The Vanity and Blessing of Self
I waited fifty years to be truly happy. There was a longing of sorts to enter into the years of [...]
From Failure to Faith
Who is the solution to our problems? Is it the ex who has all our old life who needs to [...]
My Two Wolves
We have heard it said That inside of us Are two battling wolves One that is good And one that [...]
Without Regret
As a child, I was mellow Unspoken and shy Obedient and scared Dismissed and overlooked Unwanted and alone Incapable of [...]
From Beginning to End
Why would they fear That you know a truth? Why would it be Your deliverance is hidden? Who decided What [...]
Forgiving Our Fathers
All that I hated, I had become From the man who was angry To the man who was judgmental To [...]
Nagusitu Zen
The lives who answer seek Drifts not amidst the light Nor shadows tell of meaning tact Without the fall of [...]
Vanity of the Hardened Heart
The ache of the past mankind does ignore calling folly and fool to they who do not overcome. When it [...]
Absent Immortal
I have never been taught the reality of purpose nor have I been witness to the reality of truth by [...]
The Phoenix – The Source
How long does one walk Down the darkened path Of world discovery Of self discovery Of the discovery of mankind? [...]
Error 404 – Reality not Found
By the very notes of the song Our essence does belong As we look backward And we look forward So [...]
Awakening Hidden Knowledge
Who can say what they saw Or write what they heard Or teach what they discovered Or fix what is [...]
Impermanent Purpose
If we think back to the time When we were 5 years old What would we have to say about [...]
The Innocent Spirit
Religion cannot touch it Science cannot unlock its truths Until the very end man will grapple with his darkness Inside [...]
Before the Fall
Before when all I touched was gold and many came to visit and the earth I travelled at will I [...]
This Realm’s Awakening
I was 7 when you first appeared in a dream Nothing to hide your arms open wide you spoke as [...]
Since the Beginning
Peace cannot be bought with lies Nor happiness with denial. No man or woman can stand in the face of [...]
Ladder of the Soul
I used to be a soul of deep thought This was not because of actual depth of character It was [...]
A Prayer for New Beginnings
That everyone should know a new peace each day that everyone should find something they lost that everyone should experience [...]
15 More Minutes of Insomnia
Nobody ever won a Humility Contest. If there is no God, you'll need a better job. I have never argued [...]
The Answer We Already Know
The answer we already know The desire we already have The want we already feel The vision we already see [...]
The Beast of the Mind – Revelations
The beast of the mind of the human experience. A box inside a box inside a box 6 sides of [...]
That Which Survives
What does one have when everything is impermanent? What does one know when everything is wrong? What does one see [...]
Time’s Descendant
Sometimes I wonder what everything before was all about? In my spirit there has only been one home one place [...]
The Eternal Question
What cause do we trust with the fragmentation of souls compromising our own remembrance? Where can we find ourself unless [...]
Unhidden Light
There is a reason for our madness and our folly and our way of life! I hear speak of war [...]
The 14 Year Garden
Sometimes a beginning takes a long time. Sometimes growth takes a while. We can sit and wonder why things take [...]
Wounded Warrior
Inside my eye is the echo of battle of brother and friend standing together as one Outside my eye is [...]
Into the Fire of Love’s Healing
The mending of a broken heart is of the most difficult task. In the loss of a hearts security is [...]
The Landscape of Time
Within there plays a grossly misinterpreted dream. It is I who knows not the hour of my own deterrent. It [...]
The Solitude of Man
If such a man be lost on earth, and hawks his only reminder, who then remembers the man? If such [...]
The Sleeping Man
I was a man asleep. Not knowing. Every man knows his desires Every man knows the woman in his heart. [...]
Oh, the Irony of it All
Those who taught me religion, taught me to worship the devil. Those who taught me lust and filth, taught me [...]
World of the Setting Sun
If the sun did not set, it would also not rise. If the song bird did not sing, would we [...]
The City of Gold
There among the solitary moment, in the evening of my reckless thoughts, I awaited inspiration. Battles of wit and will [...]
That all Men should be so Lucky
From the past I have forgotten greatness and peace, for this peace now is above everything before it. From this [...]
None Knoweth the Hour
In life we strive for principalities. Each has a darkened corner. Each has a terrible fear. Each has a merciless [...]
Sharing a Soul
Set against the backdrop of our life, We find a greater love within our bliss. She is my word. Set [...]
Everyone Knows what Love is.
Everyone knows what love is. Some will doubt these words heavily, and this I understand to be common. Often in [...]
The Sex Talk I Never Got
There is a road to perfect Harmony between Lovers, that time has forgotten. All manner of stupidity and childishness I [...]
With and Without Her
Without Her, I am as a voice lost. There is the banishment of music, without her. Without her, I am [...]
Masks and other Great Intentions
It is said and we have been told that life is an illusion. It has been said and we have [...]
Trial of the Stones
Upon the black stone road Paved as though with glass Alighting itself even into the night With only the moon [...]
Birthright – Passage 7 of 7
There are people who are slaves. In fact most people are. But this is only true to the fact [...]
Birthright – Passage 6 of 7
By returning to our home we are returned to everything that is ours. In my own domain I am not [...]
Birthright – Passage 4 of 7
Then we grow and become middle aged wondering what we have done with our life. Then we look one day [...]
Birthright – Passage 1 of 7
In the reasoning of individuality, and responsibility to our relationships, is an entire dimension of human experience. To be [...]
Knowing I Am
Withering generations of man, Flutter to and fro, mocking the insect. Silence damning sanity awakens the tempest, The memories flash. [...]
The Whispering Voice
The madness of my oppressor is overwhelming. He whispers when I am still, Cries when I am peaceful, Screams when [...]
They Seek a Sign
They seek a sign, And look without. Look within. They seek love, And look to an outsider. Look inside. They [...]
Alas, I Am Man
She seeks the God within, She seeks the Warrior Soul, She seeks the Eternal One from the beginning. In the [...]
A Selfish Man
A selfish man would hold you A childish man would cry A beaten man would seek you A fallen man [...]
Starting Over
Today is a most difficult day, for it is the day of the death of my former self, and the [...]
Self-Discovery
Heroes of Independence
To know loss one must first have and to have one must first gain and to gain one must first act and to act one must first take responsibility and [...]
The Ladder and the Book of Life
My flesh was at rest contemplating the nature of life when a vision came upon me. Suddenly was I transported to a forest on the earth. The trees were all [...]
The Vanity and Blessing of Self
I waited fifty years to be truly happy. There was a longing of sorts to enter into the years of jubilee. Before that I carried a great sorrow and sadness [...]
From Failure to Faith
Who is the solution to our problems? Is it the ex who has all our old life who needs to make things right? Is it the religion that stole everything [...]
My Two Wolves
We have heard it said That inside of us Are two battling wolves One that is good And one that is evil And that wolf who wins the battle Is [...]
Without Regret
As a child, I was mellow Unspoken and shy Obedient and scared Dismissed and overlooked Unwanted and alone Incapable of real friendship As a teen, I was wild Rebellious and [...]
From Beginning to End
Why would they fear That you know a truth? Why would it be Your deliverance is hidden? Who decided What you can know? How is it we think it is [...]
Forgiving Our Fathers
All that I hated, I had become From the man who was angry To the man who was judgmental To the man who controlled others To the man who used [...]
Nagusitu Zen
The lives who answer seek Drifts not amidst the light Nor shadows tell of meaning tact Without the fall of hindered grace How frail we are with wanting Always another [...]
Vanity of the Hardened Heart
The ache of the past mankind does ignore calling folly and fool to they who do not overcome. When it is felt wrapping around the chest strangling the neck tightening [...]
Absent Immortal
I have never been taught the reality of purpose nor have I been witness to the reality of truth by the works of mankind For each generation is exactly the [...]
The Phoenix – The Source
How long does one walk Down the darkened path Of world discovery Of self discovery Of the discovery of mankind? We set ourselves above the land Though the land does [...]
Error 404 – Reality not Found
By the very notes of the song Our essence does belong As we look backward And we look forward So too do we not see Reality As the cavemen are [...]
Awakening Hidden Knowledge
Who can say what they saw Or write what they heard Or teach what they discovered Or fix what is broken Or break what cannot be fixed In order to [...]
Impermanent Purpose
If we think back to the time When we were 5 years old What would we have to say about our life today? If we go back to the age [...]
The Innocent Spirit
Religion cannot touch it Science cannot unlock its truths Until the very end man will grapple with his darkness Inside us all is knowledge and wisdom Inside us all is [...]
Before the Fall
Before when all I touched was gold and many came to visit and the earth I travelled at will I rose inside myself Before when I prayed to be humble [...]
This Realm’s Awakening
I was 7 when you first appeared in a dream Nothing to hide your arms open wide you spoke as a whisper Then another of you after you also approaches [...]
Since the Beginning
Peace cannot be bought with lies Nor happiness with denial. No man or woman can stand in the face of truth and say they are Light. They who smile at [...]
Ladder of the Soul
I used to be a soul of deep thought This was not because of actual depth of character It was due to depth of false information Hours upon hours of [...]
A Prayer for New Beginnings
That everyone should know a new peace each day that everyone should find something they lost that everyone should experience a new joy that everyone should share a private passion [...]
15 More Minutes of Insomnia
Nobody ever won a Humility Contest. If there is no God, you'll need a better job. I have never argued my disbelief in the tooth fairy. You can't really hurt [...]
The Answer We Already Know
The answer we already know The desire we already have The want we already feel The vision we already see The idea we already thought The will we already muster [...]
The Beast of the Mind – Revelations
The beast of the mind of the human experience. A box inside a box inside a box 6 sides of ourselves As the inner most box 6 sides of our [...]
That Which Survives
What does one have when everything is impermanent? What does one know when everything is wrong? What does one see when everything is blurred? What does one hear when everything [...]
Time’s Descendant
Sometimes I wonder what everything before was all about? In my spirit there has only been one home one place of safety one moment of peace one goal one purpose. [...]
The Eternal Question
What cause do we trust with the fragmentation of souls compromising our own remembrance? Where can we find ourself unless to be a scar unwanted and forgotten without pride requiring [...]
Unhidden Light
There is a reason for our madness and our folly and our way of life! I hear speak of war and political unrest. I hear speak of technology and innovation. [...]
The 14 Year Garden
Sometimes a beginning takes a long time. Sometimes growth takes a while. We can sit and wonder why things take so long. Have we been forgotten? Have we been over [...]
Wounded Warrior
Inside my eye is the echo of battle of brother and friend standing together as one Outside my eye is the wounded warrior of brother and friend knowing not their [...]
Into the Fire of Love’s Healing
The mending of a broken heart is of the most difficult task. In the loss of a hearts security is torment beyond reason. Decades it may take, to finally tare [...]
The Landscape of Time
Within there plays a grossly misinterpreted dream. It is I who knows not the hour of my own deterrent. It is I who knows only the result. Winter brings the [...]
The Solitude of Man
If such a man be lost on earth, and hawks his only reminder, who then remembers the man? If such a man be found on earth, and himself his only [...]
The Sleeping Man
I was a man asleep. Not knowing. Every man knows his desires Every man knows the woman in his heart. Not every man knows he is asleep. How do we [...]
Oh, the Irony of it All
Those who taught me religion, taught me to worship the devil. Those who taught me lust and filth, taught me to Follow God. Those who taught me to conform, taught [...]
World of the Setting Sun
If the sun did not set, it would also not rise. If the song bird did not sing, would we know its lovely voice? If the bear did not Stand, [...]
The City of Gold
There among the solitary moment, in the evening of my reckless thoughts, I awaited inspiration. Battles of wit and will sprang out before my eyes from the terrors of lost [...]
That all Men should be so Lucky
From the past I have forgotten greatness and peace, for this peace now is above everything before it. From this olden trail I have forgotten Stones, for the stones now [...]
None Knoweth the Hour
In life we strive for principalities. Each has a darkened corner. Each has a terrible fear. Each has a merciless oppressor. If it were not for our hidden fears, we [...]
Sharing a Soul
Set against the backdrop of our life, We find a greater love within our bliss. She is my word. Set against the bliss of our love, We find a greater [...]
Everyone Knows what Love is.
Everyone knows what love is. Some will doubt these words heavily, and this I understand to be common. Often in my past I too believed I did not know love. [...]
The Sex Talk I Never Got
There is a road to perfect Harmony between Lovers, that time has forgotten. All manner of stupidity and childishness I have done, and paid for what I know with my [...]
With and Without Her
Without Her, I am as a voice lost. There is the banishment of music, without her. Without her, I am as an uncreated reality. There is darkness without form, without [...]
Masks and other Great Intentions
It is said and we have been told that life is an illusion. It has been said and we have been told that we all wear masks. It has been [...]
Trial of the Stones
Upon the black stone road Paved as though with glass Alighting itself even into the night With only the moon as her source Surrounded by the motionless pines Tall, thin [...]
Birthright – Passage 7 of 7
There are people who are slaves. In fact most people are. But this is only true to the fact that they believe their domain to be what was given [...]
Birthright – Passage 6 of 7
By returning to our home we are returned to everything that is ours. In my own domain I am not agitated, in doubt, worried, stressed, hurt, angry, fearful or uncomfortable. [...]
Birthright – Passage 4 of 7
Then we grow and become middle aged wondering what we have done with our life. Then we look one day and see ourselves doing to our own children that which [...]
Birthright – Passage 1 of 7
In the reasoning of individuality, and responsibility to our relationships, is an entire dimension of human experience. To be sure of our purpose requires from us our own truths [...]
Knowing I Am
Withering generations of man, Flutter to and fro, mocking the insect. Silence damning sanity awakens the tempest, The memories flash. What creature am I to hold such a dream? What [...]
The Whispering Voice
The madness of my oppressor is overwhelming. He whispers when I am still, Cries when I am peaceful, Screams when I am free. He whispers such lies to me. Never [...]
They Seek a Sign
They seek a sign, And look without. Look within. They seek love, And look to an outsider. Look inside. They seek hope, And look to another. Look to your eyes. [...]
Alas, I Am Man
She seeks the God within, She seeks the Warrior Soul, She seeks the Eternal One from the beginning. In the eyes of every man there lay the path to God. [...]
A Selfish Man
A selfish man would hold you A childish man would cry A beaten man would seek you A fallen man would crawl to be near you. A selfish man would [...]
Starting Over
Today is a most difficult day, for it is the day of the death of my former self, and the day for which I leave behind the past from me. [...]
