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Troubled Times
I know your days have been troubled And your nights have given you no rest I know your heart has [...]
Failure to Express
My greatest failure, has always been in loving another How do we give our love to another So that they [...]
A Time of Brothers
(For two friends) What is this life if not a mere beginning? The shortness of which does question For as [...]
The Other Formation of Thought
Who is a friend but he who is first friendly? As the limits of flesh wait upon answers, it is [...]
Fear Nothing
We ARE going to have our hearts broken, so let no moment of your truth be hidden. Tell them how [...]
The God You Know
When we give another love - we give God to them. When we give another acceptance - we give God [...]
God of Life
When God speaks, nothing can betray His word. When God acts, nothing can dispute His choice. Who can provide mercy [...]
A Time for Rest – Love Returns
Turn my heart to love again For it hardened by great angers Turn my eyes to beauty again As I [...]
The Shunning of Children
Who returns what is given? Who restores what is broken? Who replaces what is stolen? Who heals what is wounded? [...]
Oh, Great!
With great knowledge Comes great questions With great intellect Comes great confusion With great heart Comes great loneliness With great [...]
Awakening Peace
The way of peace is the way of life And resistance to peace is hardship For the mind of the [...]
A Kingdom Not of This World
Who in earnest asks their Father for forgiveness and receives it not? Who in deceit asks their Father for forgiveness [...]
Heartache and Faith
Though my spirit rejoices At the battle you won Knowing your life is now with God, My flesh cries out [...]
Enduring Tides
Every day I fail And every day I succeed Every day I harm another And every day I love another [...]
Blessings of the Day
My wife spoke of wisdom today And experience of great value My brother shared his heart My sister shared her [...]
What Does it Matter?
It matters not What people see or say of us It matters not What they think or judge of us [...]
Multiverse of Mankind
The veil of reality slips The curtain is drawn back The realm of the wake do sleep While the valley [...]
Trumpets – Atonement – Tabernacle
Near, draw near oh King and God Return this error to righteousness Take strong hold upon the dragon Lay low [...]
Perfection?
I am not perfect But love is perfect I am not sane But honesty is sane I am not wise [...]
Sacred Intimacy
It mattered not How much I wished to love Nor did it make any difference That I desired to be [...]
Grave Temptation
I was lifted up Shown all the world of glory Placed at my feet to rule Offered with praise and [...]
The Hidden Father
A son who lost a Father And a Father who lost a son Join together in mutual need Bond together [...]
Time for Faith
This is the time for faith As when the sun is shining And the wind is calm and cool Do [...]
Light of the Forest
It is necessary at times To bring understanding Back under one roof For man often raises his voice Over a [...]
Life Upon Life
Difficult is the way And fearful is the journey When the life of flesh Is all that can be considered [...]
Brother to Another
Who can be called brother? Who can be called sister? If a house divided cannot stand Than how can it [...]
Father of the Scribe
Commit thy works unto the Lord, and thy thoughts shall be established. - Proverbs 15:3 I write not that it [...]
Righteous Judgment
You have heard and so it is read Judge not unrighteously But judge with righteousness For these are the words [...]
The War of the Crown
The war of the world is not for flesh It isn’t for land or money or control Turn my eyes [...]
Sons of the Everlasting
The nobility of the common man Has risen to the surface of life And where angels and demons do play [...]
Fear or Faith?
Who would choose a belief Based in fear? Who would choose a belief Based in faith? The human wrestles the [...]
The Forest and the Trees
The elder does not speak Before the will of fools Neither does he correct The chosen path thereof As the [...]
The Power of Peace
Peace is power Wrath is fear Truth is power Lies are fear Helping another is righteousness Oppressing another is wickedness [...]
The Servant
Father of all life and love Give ear unto Your people For the world is reeling with hardship And the [...]
The People of Earth
He who is born of life Was created by life itself And he who claims life Shall have it The [...]
Remember Our Loved Ones
Time and space fill the hours Of my blank stare into the barren land of former life Where loved ones [...]
From Beginning to End
Why would they fear That you know a truth? Why would it be Your deliverance is hidden? Who decided What [...]
Bound by Spirit, Strengthened by Love
I did not withhold my dream from you And no other had heard of it Nor did I conceal my [...]
Giving Thanks
Whom do we give thanks? What are we acknowledging? Why be thankful if nothing is above us? Where did we [...]
Kingdom Within
I will not die a paupers fate Nor walk alone in my steps For the wealth of all the universe [...]
Forgiving Our Fathers
All that I hated, I had become From the man who was angry To the man who was judgmental To [...]
Emakume Misteriotsua
A man may forget The lass he adored While looking upon the grace She has become Even so he seeks [...]
Sacred Life
Lift up your brothers Stand always with them Give hand when they fall Share heart when they are broken What [...]
A Prayer for Restoration and Guidance
Dear Great and Most Holy Father in heaven, Thank you God for hearing these words of Your son – that [...]
Trusting God – Even Now
Greetings to all our brothers and sisters of the family of God, with the care and protection of our Father [...]
An Introduction to God the Father
Greetings to the churches of the earth, with the peace and grace of our Father, and the guidance and love [...]
Returning to God Without Fear
Greetings to the churches of the earth, with the peace and grace of our Father, and the guidance and love [...]
Works of the Flesh – Fruits of the Spirit
Greetings to all who seek after our Lord Jesus Christ, I, a continuing servant of our Father in Heaven, fellow [...]
One Body of Christ, Many Churches
Greetings to the Churches of God, and the brethren of Jesus Christ I, a continuing servant of our Holy Lord, [...]
For Judah and Israel
Greetings to all the brethren in the Body of Christ. I, a servant of our Lord, Christ Jesus and His [...]
Churches of Abuse, and the Living Church of God
Greetings to the 7 Churches of the Body of Christ Jesus, The reality of this letter is not a subject [...]
Enemy of God
Greeting to all brothers and sisters in Christ Jesus and our Father in Heaven. Often have I written and spoken [...]
From Darkness to Light
Greetings to all the world from the heart of a servant of God, and His Son Jesus Christ. Again, as [...]
First Steps
Greetings and blessings to all seeking the Kingdom of God. Being of the fallen of man, just as all other [...]
The Work Begins
Greetings to all brethren of the world and the Body of Christ. I who had turned away from logic and [...]
Testimony of the Fallen
Greetings to all seeking the faithful journey in Christ Jesus our Lord and Redeemer. I who was fallen into darkness, [...]
Opening Message
I come to you as one of the low, one of the dark, knowing nothing of my own, but awakened [...]
Assembly of the Hand
If even an eye could see the mystery of peace for a glance would it not know the settling heart? [...]
Unforgotten Child
I embrace you only in my heart As my hands are empty To love you. I wish for you only [...]
Where Eternity Met Us
Not with idle hands was this formed that we would know our tender love How else could it be that [...]
Faith in the First Embrace
I was a stranger to your bed you had welcomed me to I was a foreigner to your world you [...]
Still They Ride
What if I shared with you those memories that return always the ones that make up my life with perminant [...]
The Flame of the Virtuous Woman
I stand in the darkness of my own creation wraith unbound It is that my eyes were aflame with all [...]
Absent Immortal
I have never been taught the reality of purpose nor have I been witness to the reality of truth by [...]
Unforgettable
There is no touch of another Nor sound of the voice There is no life of another Nor is there [...]
Relationship Advice About Relationship Advice
I think we have all seen it far too many times. We got therapists, preachers, social workers, ministers, psychologist, psychiatrists, [...]
The Beauty of a Soul
How do you say thank you To the beauty of a soul? When I can recall moments across the waters [...]
Time Bandit
It changes The damned thing Changes Is it such a great thing To live once And remember always The life [...]
The Pillar and the Lamp
I have to admit to my very self that almost all of what I write is like a blunt force [...]
Resurrection
If even there were a chance To tell a beautiful soul While they were shattered with fear That their life [...]
Resting Truth
My God I will write whatever You wish Where it begins I do not know Where it ends proposes a [...]
A Star Dweller’s Return
(Interpreted Symbology – Finding Earth Again) Beautiful blue waters glow The work of life revealed Land below standing still In [...]
Before the Fall
Before when all I touched was gold and many came to visit and the earth I travelled at will I [...]
Sacred Forest
El-air devolition pontelegrio In Familia Bestowed upon thee is grace. Is it not so that lover stands with lover? Like [...]
Edge of the Cliff
I don't feel like posting one of my insane rambling rants tonight. Oh i do have them still... and could [...]
This Realm’s Awakening
I was 7 when you first appeared in a dream Nothing to hide your arms open wide you spoke as [...]
Exposed in an Instant
First like a drifting cloud remnant echos catch my thoughtless mind. "Hear me" "See me" "Touch me" As [...]
And I See Nothing So Beautiful
I don't know if you remember The caves of your creation or the mountains of my suns light? I am [...]
Personal Revelation
I am grateful for the days of my poverty And everything it did provide I have known the poverty of [...]
The Water’s Edge
It would take me longer to recite all that I remember then there is time in this life. It would [...]
The Beginning of Memories
I remember a slanted hill with grasses and very short trees. I remember it arced down until it became the [...]
I Need You
For my Wife, May blessings and mercy pour themselves upon her. I need you because: I am not me without [...]
A Prayer for New Beginnings
That everyone should know a new peace each day that everyone should find something they lost that everyone should experience [...]
To the Yet Unknown
We face a family of choices embrace a feeling of growth reveal to ourselves more then we knew more than [...]
15 More Minutes of Insomnia
Nobody ever won a Humility Contest. If there is no God, you'll need a better job. I have never argued [...]
Just Because
My care for you goes beyond what I hope for myself. My desire for you lives in a special place [...]
The Heart’s Absolution
I found the greatest gift in Her What need shall I seek of others? When she also knows my honor [...]
Little Icebergs
If everyone knew every one of my secrets no one would really care. The lie is more interesting. You can [...]
The Answer We Already Know
The answer we already know The desire we already have The want we already feel The vision we already see [...]
Missing My Father
Restore the heart of my youth Return the unknowing mind Repair the withered flesh Flourish in that spirit then Young, [...]
That Which Survives
What does one have when everything is impermanent? What does one know when everything is wrong? What does one see [...]
To End the War
Ask yourself why? What purpose there is to know a lie? I will say what I know War has been [...]
Time’s Descendant
Sometimes I wonder what everything before was all about? In my spirit there has only been one home one place [...]
The Dream of Impossibility
I hear what is not said am deaf to what is shared. I see what is not shown and blind [...]
The Spark of Life
Did you see the fire when it sparked When ashes and burnt offerings began to glow another ember? Did you [...]
Yes, We Can
To tell the truth... WE CAN Ya sure we can spend thousand of dollars and hundreds of hours in Therapy... [...]
I Believe I Don’t Believe
Something to believe in. I don't believe the "leaders" I don't believe the hype I don't believe the spectacle I [...]
Idolatry and Adultery: A True Commitment
I say, in my life full of error that I have found my steadfast belief. I shall not give it [...]
Eden’s Rest
What can be said of the most glorious, wonderful and beautiful woman In all the world? How can one gift [...]
Unhidden Light
There is a reason for our madness and our folly and our way of life! I hear speak of war [...]
How Much I Miss My Father’s House
How much I miss the Father of my Fathers. How far I go to find his rest. How deep in [...]
Of Blessings
What gives me joy is born not alone from heartache. What offers me peace is born not alone from lawlessness. [...]
Erosen Askatasun Eternala
As a war that men fight, and lay down their lives, through the span of time, my brothers have died. [...]
When a Man Loves a Woman
When a man loves a woman it is a dream within a dream the tricking mind is given a trick [...]
Prayer of the Homeless
Great most awesome and powerful and sacred God, He who is the Force, the Way, the Truth and the Reason [...]
The Lover’s Gift
Whisper quietly in my ear, the thoughts you have to share. Let them not be hidden or destroyed. Let them [...]
Surrender of Man
Though that I will to bring Peace, I bring destruction. Though that I will to bring Joy, I bring sorrow. [...]
Prayer of the Wounded
God my Father in Heaven Most High, With gratitude I face each falling snowflake that another year has been given [...]
Never Ending Story
If I were eternal, Surely I would be creative In designing new realities To experience. If I were eternal Truly [...]
More Beautiful Every Day
Her words reach into me deeper with each passing moment. Her glances pierce further into my bones. Her heart expresses [...]
Undiscovered Country
In these our darkened days Where harlots play with truth I cannot help but cherish our morning embrace With grace [...]
Into the Fire of Love’s Healing
The mending of a broken heart is of the most difficult task. In the loss of a hearts security is [...]
The Landscape of Time
Within there plays a grossly misinterpreted dream. It is I who knows not the hour of my own deterrent. It [...]
The Sleeping Man
I was a man asleep. Not knowing. Every man knows his desires Every man knows the woman in his heart. [...]
Oh, the Irony of it All
Those who taught me religion, taught me to worship the devil. Those who taught me lust and filth, taught me [...]
World of the Setting Sun
If the sun did not set, it would also not rise. If the song bird did not sing, would we [...]
Genesis of the Forgotten Tribes
Long ago, the Waters were above the Earth in what we know as the Sky. The Earth shimmered as a [...]
The Days of New Prophets
Prophets shall rise in humility. He who shall walk the earth proclaiming greatness of man Over greatness of Law Shall [...]
Entranced in a Moment
There is no time, or sense of time when love lives beyond this, Life is one and all. Perceptions mock [...]
In Gratitude
Not many are given the chance to touch the dreams of their youth. I was as a wonderer on the [...]
The City of Gold
There among the solitary moment, in the evening of my reckless thoughts, I awaited inspiration. Battles of wit and will [...]
Brothers of Peace
"I look and see into my brothers, their eyes speak spirits of their intent." "I grapple with thee for untold [...]
An Opening Prayer
God in Heaven, most beautiful and Gracious, We thank You for this life of steadfast abundance and Possibility. I come [...]
That all Men should be so Lucky
From the past I have forgotten greatness and peace, for this peace now is above everything before it. From this [...]
Remembrance
I speak of our heart openly, for to you it was closed so very long. It is within my desires [...]
None Knoweth the Hour
In life we strive for principalities. Each has a darkened corner. Each has a terrible fear. Each has a merciless [...]
Morning Star
She is the Morning Star who gazes last upon the opening day of my awakening. When all others have faded [...]
The Two Hunters
Does she know the terror she has unleashed? Does he know the power of the victims role? Does she know [...]
4 Sentences of My Affection in Gravitas
The fragrance of my enjoyment is spread evenly on the ocean of our wandering by the will alone where it [...]
Sharing a Soul
Set against the backdrop of our life, We find a greater love within our bliss. She is my word. Set [...]
Devoted to One
Deep within all humans is the truth about their devotions. It is not a matter of choice, or a decision [...]
Without a Paddle
Let alone there be a time for war and peace lay by its side When the days of sunrise call [...]
The World of Lovers
I live in the world of lovers. Where Light and Dark collide. Where God and Beast are one. Where Heaven [...]
Paradise Found
How does one know the longing? How do they listen to their voice? How does one know the meaning? How [...]
The Time of Justice, Mercy and Peace
Dear Father of all things living and all things dead. I will not give even death to another, for you [...]
The Prayer of Man to Woman
To my Ever Beloved Her Prayers I have heard, and my Heart does answer. I shall give in Abundance, so [...]
Returning Home
There is a place in us all that we call home. Many of us are as yet unaware of what [...]
The Proposal
So many have said the words of love to each other. So many have asked the question. So many have [...]
In the Arms of Bliss
7 Days Journey away from your flesh. Oh how our spirits did soar, even more our hearts did join as [...]
Everyone Knows what Love is.
Everyone knows what love is. Some will doubt these words heavily, and this I understand to be common. Often in [...]
The God of Love
What is a God? Who is the God of love? A god is anything you worship. To worship is to [...]
This One Woman
Thank you Father for the love of this Woman. Thank you for her heart, Thank you for her understanding, Thank [...]
She is My Desire
From the beginning there lay the gifts to bestow upon her. Of love, of Prowess, of Passion, of Desire, of [...]
The Sex Talk I Never Got
There is a road to perfect Harmony between Lovers, that time has forgotten. All manner of stupidity and childishness I [...]
Loving is the Greatest of All
Loving someone is the greatest salvation of mankind. Loving someone is the greatest gift. Loving someone is the greatest joy [...]
With and Without Her
Without Her, I am as a voice lost. There is the banishment of music, without her. Without her, I am [...]
Masks and other Great Intentions
It is said and we have been told that life is an illusion. It has been said and we have [...]
Heaven Within Her
There is no pain in Her embrace, There is no sorrow, No remorse, No noise, No war, No dispute, No [...]
A Letter to Eve
My Eve, Man is born with a sorrowful pit inside his belly. He finds all that he can to fill [...]
The Idea of God
God in Heaven, Most Beautiful and Gracious, We thank You for this life of steadfast Abundance and Possibility. I come [...]
To Kiss You
To kiss you is heaven To kiss you is love Your lips have been given From heaven above To kiss [...]
The Woman and the Man
How the woman and man make a picture of God, Nobody knows, nobody knows. The woman has lost belief in [...]
The Whispering Voice
The madness of my oppressor is overwhelming. He whispers when I am still, Cries when I am peaceful, Screams when [...]
The Life of a Creator
The Life of a creator is a reckless place. There is no order, no symmetry, no precision, no direction, and [...]
They Seek a Sign
They seek a sign, And look without. Look within. They seek love, And look to an outsider. Look inside. They [...]
An Intimate Moment
Like a flower among thorns, So too is my lover Among all the daughters of the world. Behold you are [...]
A Selfish Man
A selfish man would hold you A childish man would cry A beaten man would seek you A fallen man [...]
Love
Troubled Times
I know your days have been troubled And your nights have given you no rest I know your heart has been heavy And your foundations have been shaken Remember always [...]
Failure to Express
My greatest failure, has always been in loving another How do we give our love to another So that they feel and know and are warmed by it? How do [...]
A Time of Brothers
(For two friends) What is this life if not a mere beginning? The shortness of which does question For as one generation comes, and another departs So then are we [...]
The Other Formation of Thought
Who is a friend but he who is first friendly? As the limits of flesh wait upon answers, it is the free soul and spirit who acts. For the world [...]
Fear Nothing
We ARE going to have our hearts broken, so let no moment of your truth be hidden. Tell them how you feel, put it all out there, hold back nothing, [...]
The God You Know
When we give another love - we give God to them. When we give another acceptance - we give God to them. When we give another peace - we give [...]
God of Life
When God speaks, nothing can betray His word. When God acts, nothing can dispute His choice. Who can provide mercy and care except He who created it? Who can restore [...]
A Time for Rest – Love Returns
Turn my heart to love again For it hardened by great angers Turn my eyes to beauty again As I grew cold from lack of sight Open me again to [...]
The Shunning of Children
Who returns what is given? Who restores what is broken? Who replaces what is stolen? Who heals what is wounded? Who answers what is asked? My eyes cannot see before [...]
Oh, Great!
With great knowledge Comes great questions With great intellect Comes great confusion With great heart Comes great loneliness With great passion Comes great heartache With great wisdom Comes great sorrow [...]
Awakening Peace
The way of peace is the way of life And resistance to peace is hardship For the mind of the fearful seek control And the fear of them is to [...]
A Kingdom Not of This World
Who in earnest asks their Father for forgiveness and receives it not? Who in deceit asks their Father for forgiveness and receives it? Who cries out in the night, haunted [...]
Heartache and Faith
Though my spirit rejoices At the battle you won Knowing your life is now with God, My flesh cries out for you My heart sinks further into breaking My life [...]
Enduring Tides
Every day I fail And every day I succeed Every day I harm another And every day I love another Every day my flesh corrupts me And every day God [...]
Blessings of the Day
My wife spoke of wisdom today And experience of great value My brother shared his heart My sister shared her journey An uncle sent a message of family A father [...]
What Does it Matter?
It matters not What people see or say of us It matters not What they think or judge of us It matters not What people give or take from us [...]
Multiverse of Mankind
The veil of reality slips The curtain is drawn back The realm of the wake do sleep While the valley of rest does awaken Oh that man could see with [...]
Trumpets – Atonement – Tabernacle
Near, draw near oh King and God Return this error to righteousness Take strong hold upon the dragon Lay low the pride of abomination Rise this earth with song and [...]
Perfection?
I am not perfect But love is perfect I am not sane But honesty is sane I am not wise But forgiveness is wise I am not understanding But acceptance [...]
Sacred Intimacy
It mattered not How much I wished to love Nor did it make any difference That I desired to be decent I am a man born of flesh and blood [...]
Grave Temptation
I was lifted up Shown all the world of glory Placed at my feet to rule Offered with praise and enticement If I would only accept it I was lifted [...]
The Hidden Father
A son who lost a Father And a Father who lost a son Join together in mutual need Bond together in mutual trust For what makes a man a father? [...]
Time for Faith
This is the time for faith As when the sun is shining And the wind is calm and cool Do we bask in the peace of life Requiring nothing of [...]
Light of the Forest
It is necessary at times To bring understanding Back under one roof For man often raises his voice Over a single tree Missing the forest around him Whereas the tree [...]
Life Upon Life
Difficult is the way And fearful is the journey When the life of flesh Is all that can be considered For we are here as men a short time Raptured [...]
Brother to Another
Who can be called brother? Who can be called sister? If a house divided cannot stand Than how can it be called family? For a brother upholds a brother And [...]
Father of the Scribe
Commit thy works unto the Lord, and thy thoughts shall be established. - Proverbs 15:3 I write not that it should be praised Nor do I speak to be heard [...]
Righteous Judgment
You have heard and so it is read Judge not unrighteously But judge with righteousness For these are the words of the Lord Time has lost its meaning Man has [...]
The War of the Crown
The war of the world is not for flesh It isn’t for land or money or control Turn my eyes upon this breath Keep my focus upon these bones Scatter [...]
Sons of the Everlasting
The nobility of the common man Has risen to the surface of life And where angels and demons do play Have they made witness of noble acts The eyes of [...]
Fear or Faith?
Who would choose a belief Based in fear? Who would choose a belief Based in faith? The human wrestles the fate of flesh While the spirit within departs from it [...]
The Forest and the Trees
The elder does not speak Before the will of fools Neither does he correct The chosen path thereof As the need to be right And to make others wrong Sets [...]
The Power of Peace
Peace is power Wrath is fear Truth is power Lies are fear Helping another is righteousness Oppressing another is wickedness Caring for another heals both And harming another harms both [...]
The Servant
Father of all life and love Give ear unto Your people For the world is reeling with hardship And the tides wash away our work Many have come to call [...]
The People of Earth
He who is born of life Was created by life itself And he who claims life Shall have it The darkness seeks to steal So that you should not have [...]
Remember Our Loved Ones
Time and space fill the hours Of my blank stare into the barren land of former life Where loved ones had stood And cherished souls grew close A memory brings [...]
From Beginning to End
Why would they fear That you know a truth? Why would it be Your deliverance is hidden? Who decided What you can know? How is it we think it is [...]
Bound by Spirit, Strengthened by Love
I did not withhold my dream from you And no other had heard of it Nor did I conceal my darkness from you As it cannot be held by others [...]
Giving Thanks
Whom do we give thanks? What are we acknowledging? Why be thankful if nothing is above us? Where did we learn to feel thankfulness? How do we have such experience? [...]
Kingdom Within
I will not die a paupers fate Nor walk alone in my steps For the wealth of all the universe Has been laid out before me And the riches of [...]
Forgiving Our Fathers
All that I hated, I had become From the man who was angry To the man who was judgmental To the man who controlled others To the man who used [...]
Emakume Misteriotsua
A man may forget The lass he adored While looking upon the grace She has become Even so he seeks her A man will not let go Of the vision [...]
Sacred Life
Lift up your brothers Stand always with them Give hand when they fall Share heart when they are broken What does it profit us When we scold another in judgment? [...]
A Prayer for Restoration and Guidance
Dear Great and Most Holy Father in heaven, Thank you God for hearing these words of Your son – that we all may join with You in this time of [...]
Trusting God – Even Now
Greetings to all our brothers and sisters of the family of God, with the care and protection of our Father in heaven and the peace, guidance and wisdom of our [...]
An Introduction to God the Father
Greetings to the churches of the earth, with the peace and grace of our Father, and the guidance and love of our Lord Jesus Christ. We who have desired to [...]
Returning to God Without Fear
Greetings to the churches of the earth, with the peace and grace of our Father, and the guidance and love of our Lord Jesus Christ. Around the world today, many [...]
Works of the Flesh – Fruits of the Spirit
Greetings to all who seek after our Lord Jesus Christ, I, a continuing servant of our Father in Heaven, fellow worker in Christ Jesus, do write to you today with [...]
One Body of Christ, Many Churches
Greetings to the Churches of God, and the brethren of Jesus Christ I, a continuing servant of our Holy Lord, King of all Kings, and Creator of Life from the [...]
For Judah and Israel
Greetings to all the brethren in the Body of Christ. I, a servant of our Lord, Christ Jesus and His Father in Heaven do come to you after the stillness, [...]
Churches of Abuse, and the Living Church of God
Greetings to the 7 Churches of the Body of Christ Jesus, The reality of this letter is not a subject where I am above the sensation of anger and wrath [...]
Enemy of God
Greeting to all brothers and sisters in Christ Jesus and our Father in Heaven. Often have I written and spoken about the “enemy of God”. Though much has been transmitted [...]
From Darkness to Light
Greetings to all the world from the heart of a servant of God, and His Son Jesus Christ. Again, as a servant it is paramount for me to present myself [...]
First Steps
Greetings and blessings to all seeking the Kingdom of God. Being of the fallen of man, just as all other men, i come to you not with my pride or [...]
The Work Begins
Greetings to all brethren of the world and the Body of Christ. I who had turned away from logic and reason, embracing the darkness of my soul, did awake in [...]
Testimony of the Fallen
Greetings to all seeking the faithful journey in Christ Jesus our Lord and Redeemer. I who was fallen into darkness, given to the will of my own desires, set aside [...]
Opening Message
I come to you as one of the low, one of the dark, knowing nothing of my own, but awakened to that which was given to me. It was given [...]
Assembly of the Hand
If even an eye could see the mystery of peace for a glance would it not know the settling heart? Whereas the idleness of words betray our senses so too [...]
Unforgotten Child
I embrace you only in my heart As my hands are empty To love you. I wish for you only in my dreams As my soul is poured out To [...]
Where Eternity Met Us
Not with idle hands was this formed that we would know our tender love How else could it be that all prayers find their way into one answer spoken? I [...]
Faith in the First Embrace
I was a stranger to your bed you had welcomed me to I was a foreigner to your world you had opened up to me. In that last stab at [...]
Still They Ride
What if I shared with you those memories that return always the ones that make up my life with perminant presence forever teaching me a light to remind me bringing [...]
The Flame of the Virtuous Woman
I stand in the darkness of my own creation wraith unbound It is that my eyes were aflame with all that I may consume The cold, the heat, the island [...]
Absent Immortal
I have never been taught the reality of purpose nor have I been witness to the reality of truth by the works of mankind For each generation is exactly the [...]
Unforgettable
There is no touch of another Nor sound of the voice There is no life of another Nor is there found a life at all Until that which we dream [...]
Relationship Advice About Relationship Advice
I think we have all seen it far too many times. We got therapists, preachers, social workers, ministers, psychologist, psychiatrists, counselors, self appointed healers, self appointed experts, self appointed relationship [...]
The Beauty of a Soul
How do you say thank you To the beauty of a soul? When I can recall moments across the waters Wondering why How can it be That every song now [...]
Time Bandit
It changes The damned thing Changes Is it such a great thing To live once And remember always The life before To live again? Is it such a wonderful thing [...]
The Pillar and the Lamp
I have to admit to my very self that almost all of what I write is like a blunt force instrument… my posts generally tackle subjects concerning our self-importance, our [...]
Resurrection
If even there were a chance To tell a beautiful soul While they were shattered with fear That their life has meaning Or when another cannot see the road ahead [...]
Resting Truth
My God I will write whatever You wish Where it begins I do not know Where it ends proposes a greater mystery My thoughts fall to You often When I [...]
A Star Dweller’s Return
(Interpreted Symbology – Finding Earth Again) Beautiful blue waters glow The work of life revealed Land below standing still In this forgotten corner Of the cosmos Within her shores tempered [...]
Before the Fall
Before when all I touched was gold and many came to visit and the earth I travelled at will I rose inside myself Before when I prayed to be humble [...]
Sacred Forest
El-air devolition pontelegrio In Familia Bestowed upon thee is grace. Is it not so that lover stands with lover? Like two trees sharing the earth beneath them Their roots firmly [...]
Edge of the Cliff
I don't feel like posting one of my insane rambling rants tonight. Oh i do have them still... and could write one out right now with all the thoughts in [...]
This Realm’s Awakening
I was 7 when you first appeared in a dream Nothing to hide your arms open wide you spoke as a whisper Then another of you after you also approaches [...]
Exposed in an Instant
First like a drifting cloud remnant echos catch my thoughtless mind. "Hear me" "See me" "Touch me" As if with the orbiting of my eyes in jest I [...]
And I See Nothing So Beautiful
I don't know if you remember The caves of your creation or the mountains of my suns light? I am not just intrigued by what we have forgot but often [...]
Personal Revelation
I am grateful for the days of my poverty And everything it did provide I have known the poverty of the physical, mental, emotional and spiritual All forms of hell [...]
The Water’s Edge
It would take me longer to recite all that I remember then there is time in this life. It would require a thousand years to share what is contained within. [...]
The Beginning of Memories
I remember a slanted hill with grasses and very short trees. I remember it arced down until it became the edge of a black rock cliff overlooking the waters. I [...]
I Need You
For my Wife, May blessings and mercy pour themselves upon her. I need you because: I am not me without you. You complete me. I have someone to love and [...]
A Prayer for New Beginnings
That everyone should know a new peace each day that everyone should find something they lost that everyone should experience a new joy that everyone should share a private passion [...]
To the Yet Unknown
We face a family of choices embrace a feeling of growth reveal to ourselves more then we knew more than we expected more than we thought. Is this how our [...]
15 More Minutes of Insomnia
Nobody ever won a Humility Contest. If there is no God, you'll need a better job. I have never argued my disbelief in the tooth fairy. You can't really hurt [...]
Just Because
My care for you goes beyond what I hope for myself. My desire for you lives in a special place in me set aside for you. My dreams for you [...]
The Heart’s Absolution
I found the greatest gift in Her What need shall I seek of others? When she also knows my honor When she also reflects my integrity When she also values [...]
Little Icebergs
If everyone knew every one of my secrets no one would really care. The lie is more interesting. You can find this evidence in our love of entertainment laws, rules, [...]
The Answer We Already Know
The answer we already know The desire we already have The want we already feel The vision we already see The idea we already thought The will we already muster [...]
Missing My Father
Restore the heart of my youth Return the unknowing mind Repair the withered flesh Flourish in that spirit then Young, unimportant, without need. Blind these eyes to these worlds Deafen [...]
That Which Survives
What does one have when everything is impermanent? What does one know when everything is wrong? What does one see when everything is blurred? What does one hear when everything [...]
To End the War
Ask yourself why? What purpose there is to know a lie? I will say what I know War has been staged - FOR US Complete with weapons of Envy Hate [...]
Time’s Descendant
Sometimes I wonder what everything before was all about? In my spirit there has only been one home one place of safety one moment of peace one goal one purpose. [...]
The Dream of Impossibility
I hear what is not said am deaf to what is shared. I see what is not shown and blind to what is before me. I say what is not [...]
The Spark of Life
Did you see the fire when it sparked When ashes and burnt offerings began to glow another ember? Did you see the corner where destiny turned with voices speaking softly [...]
Yes, We Can
To tell the truth... WE CAN Ya sure we can spend thousand of dollars and hundreds of hours in Therapy... but why not save the money and time and get [...]
I Believe I Don’t Believe
Something to believe in. I don't believe the "leaders" I don't believe the hype I don't believe the spectacle I don't believe program I don't believe the laws I don't [...]
Idolatry and Adultery: A True Commitment
I say, in my life full of error that I have found my steadfast belief. I shall not give it up, nor shall I condemn myself for it. It is [...]
Eden’s Rest
What can be said of the most glorious, wonderful and beautiful woman In all the world? How can one gift a Lady more gifted than all? To whom do we [...]
Unhidden Light
There is a reason for our madness and our folly and our way of life! I hear speak of war and political unrest. I hear speak of technology and innovation. [...]
How Much I Miss My Father’s House
How much I miss the Father of my Fathers. How far I go to find his rest. How deep in debt is my heart. How my comfort displeases flesh. To [...]
Of Blessings
What gives me joy is born not alone from heartache. What offers me peace is born not alone from lawlessness. What sanctifies my body or my mind has not been [...]
Erosen Askatasun Eternala
As a war that men fight, and lay down their lives, through the span of time, my brothers have died. Committed to Liberty, they sacrificed all, May the mothers of [...]
When a Man Loves a Woman
When a man loves a woman it is a dream within a dream the tricking mind is given a trick of its own the heart does not know only itself [...]
Prayer of the Homeless
Great most awesome and powerful and sacred God, He who is the Force, the Way, the Truth and the Reason of all life... With such gratitude my heart does feel [...]
The Lover’s Gift
Whisper quietly in my ear, the thoughts you have to share. Let them not be hidden or destroyed. Let them not be forgotten in your abyss. All the challenge of [...]
Surrender of Man
Though that I will to bring Peace, I bring destruction. Though that I will to bring Joy, I bring sorrow. Though that I will to be Love, I am of [...]
Prayer of the Wounded
God my Father in Heaven Most High, With gratitude I face each falling snowflake that another year has been given to my life. With deep earnestness I feel the history [...]
Never Ending Story
If I were eternal, Surely I would be creative In designing new realities To experience. If I were eternal Truly it would be interesting To forget who I was And [...]
More Beautiful Every Day
Her words reach into me deeper with each passing moment. Her glances pierce further into my bones. Her heart expresses greater love from this moment to that. Her soul asks [...]
Undiscovered Country
In these our darkened days Where harlots play with truth I cannot help but cherish our morning embrace With grace upon us When cold rains fill the sky And clouds [...]
Into the Fire of Love’s Healing
The mending of a broken heart is of the most difficult task. In the loss of a hearts security is torment beyond reason. Decades it may take, to finally tare [...]
The Landscape of Time
Within there plays a grossly misinterpreted dream. It is I who knows not the hour of my own deterrent. It is I who knows only the result. Winter brings the [...]
The Sleeping Man
I was a man asleep. Not knowing. Every man knows his desires Every man knows the woman in his heart. Not every man knows he is asleep. How do we [...]
Oh, the Irony of it All
Those who taught me religion, taught me to worship the devil. Those who taught me lust and filth, taught me to Follow God. Those who taught me to conform, taught [...]
World of the Setting Sun
If the sun did not set, it would also not rise. If the song bird did not sing, would we know its lovely voice? If the bear did not Stand, [...]
Genesis of the Forgotten Tribes
Long ago, the Waters were above the Earth in what we know as the Sky. The Earth shimmered as a pool when the Sun shone through the Water. There was [...]
The Days of New Prophets
Prophets shall rise in humility. He who shall walk the earth proclaiming greatness of man Over greatness of Law Shall be a false prophet. She who stands professing greatness of [...]
Entranced in a Moment
There is no time, or sense of time when love lives beyond this, Life is one and all. Perceptions mock they who desire knowledge. In this justice is true, Heaven [...]
In Gratitude
Not many are given the chance to touch the dreams of their youth. I was as a wonderer on the earth drifting in and out of lives seeking longing yearning. [...]
The City of Gold
There among the solitary moment, in the evening of my reckless thoughts, I awaited inspiration. Battles of wit and will sprang out before my eyes from the terrors of lost [...]
Brothers of Peace
"I look and see into my brothers, their eyes speak spirits of their intent." "I grapple with thee for untold reasons, I wrestle with thee since Adam." Give of your [...]
An Opening Prayer
God in Heaven, most beautiful and Gracious, We thank You for this life of steadfast abundance and Possibility. I come before the throne of Your perfection this day to practice [...]
That all Men should be so Lucky
From the past I have forgotten greatness and peace, for this peace now is above everything before it. From this olden trail I have forgotten Stones, for the stones now [...]
Remembrance
I speak of our heart openly, for to you it was closed so very long. It is within my desires to praise you continually. And to bring you the soul's [...]
None Knoweth the Hour
In life we strive for principalities. Each has a darkened corner. Each has a terrible fear. Each has a merciless oppressor. If it were not for our hidden fears, we [...]
Morning Star
She is the Morning Star who gazes last upon the opening day of my awakening. When all others have faded and fallen to the light, she shines still evermore into [...]
The Two Hunters
Does she know the terror she has unleashed? Does he know the power of the victims role? Does she know the prowess she has encountered? Does he know the vehemence [...]
4 Sentences of My Affection in Gravitas
The fragrance of my enjoyment is spread evenly on the ocean of our wandering by the will alone where it moves slowly, ever slowly for the purpose of this one [...]
Sharing a Soul
Set against the backdrop of our life, We find a greater love within our bliss. She is my word. Set against the bliss of our love, We find a greater [...]
Devoted to One
Deep within all humans is the truth about their devotions. It is not a matter of choice, or a decision of what we are devoted to, because that lingers only [...]
Without a Paddle
Let alone there be a time for war and peace lay by its side When the days of sunrise call and midnight sleeps again Even when a lover feels the [...]
The World of Lovers
I live in the world of lovers. Where Light and Dark collide. Where God and Beast are one. Where Heaven and Hell are both open. Where Love and Lust are [...]
Paradise Found
How does one know the longing? How do they listen to their voice? How does one know the meaning? How do they find their everlasting? Deep inside the hearts of [...]
The Time of Justice, Mercy and Peace
Dear Father of all things living and all things dead. I will not give even death to another, for you rule over ALL things, and all things are under your [...]
The Prayer of Man to Woman
To my Ever Beloved Her Prayers I have heard, and my Heart does answer. I shall give in Abundance, so that there is more then could ever be measured. I [...]
Returning Home
There is a place in us all that we call home. Many of us are as yet unaware of what home is. Even so, we all know something inside us [...]
The Proposal
So many have said the words of love to each other. So many have asked the question. So many have reached for a union of soul, heart, body. So many [...]
In the Arms of Bliss
7 Days Journey away from your flesh. Oh how our spirits did soar, even more our hearts did join as one. But how tender the flesh we left for 7 [...]
Everyone Knows what Love is.
Everyone knows what love is. Some will doubt these words heavily, and this I understand to be common. Often in my past I too believed I did not know love. [...]
The God of Love
What is a God? Who is the God of love? A god is anything you worship. To worship is to give adorning reverence to. In several of the sacred texts, [...]
This One Woman
Thank you Father for the love of this Woman. Thank you for her heart, Thank you for her understanding, Thank you for her kindness, and thank you for her charity. [...]
She is My Desire
From the beginning there lay the gifts to bestow upon her. Of love, of Prowess, of Passion, of Desire, of Meaning and Want was put into her. Given by God [...]
The Sex Talk I Never Got
There is a road to perfect Harmony between Lovers, that time has forgotten. All manner of stupidity and childishness I have done, and paid for what I know with my [...]
Loving is the Greatest of All
Loving someone is the greatest salvation of mankind. Loving someone is the greatest gift. Loving someone is the greatest joy there is. Loving someone is the greatest of all journeys. [...]
With and Without Her
Without Her, I am as a voice lost. There is the banishment of music, without her. Without her, I am as an uncreated reality. There is darkness without form, without [...]
Masks and other Great Intentions
It is said and we have been told that life is an illusion. It has been said and we have been told that we all wear masks. It has been [...]
Heaven Within Her
There is no pain in Her embrace, There is no sorrow, No remorse, No noise, No war, No dispute, No upset, No bitterness, No hatred, No tears of sadness, No [...]
A Letter to Eve
My Eve, Man is born with a sorrowful pit inside his belly. He finds all that he can to fill this place of emptiness. His hands do work to satisfy [...]
The Idea of God
God in Heaven, Most Beautiful and Gracious, We thank You for this life of steadfast Abundance and Possibility. I come before the throne of Your perfection this day to practice [...]
To Kiss You
To kiss you is heaven To kiss you is love Your lips have been given From heaven above To kiss you is life To kiss you divine I feel all [...]
The Woman and the Man
How the woman and man make a picture of God, Nobody knows, nobody knows. The woman has lost belief in us, For we have lost belief in ourselves. The woman [...]
The Whispering Voice
The madness of my oppressor is overwhelming. He whispers when I am still, Cries when I am peaceful, Screams when I am free. He whispers such lies to me. Never [...]
The Life of a Creator
The Life of a creator is a reckless place. There is no order, no symmetry, no precision, no direction, and no focus. It is from this vast emptiness that a [...]
They Seek a Sign
They seek a sign, And look without. Look within. They seek love, And look to an outsider. Look inside. They seek hope, And look to another. Look to your eyes. [...]
An Intimate Moment
Like a flower among thorns, So too is my lover Among all the daughters of the world. Behold you are fair my love! You have the eyes of saints behind [...]
A Selfish Man
A selfish man would hold you A childish man would cry A beaten man would seek you A fallen man would crawl to be near you. A selfish man would [...]
