Her words reach into me deeper with each passing moment.
Her glances pierce further into my bones.
Her heart expresses greater love from this moment to that.
Her soul asks to touch me more now than before.
Her body changes and alters with each passing day.

What is this experience of Love?
How does this happen?

Like a drum that thunders on in the distance,
each moment it comes closer and closer to change its tune.
The beat of my heart that pounds heavier and heavier
resonates uncharted territory.

Even to look upon the old words,
the old images,
the old ways…
there is more beauty in them now.

BUT NOW… now is something all together different.
Now the man and the woman who met are no longer amongst us.
Now we are refreshed into a new being.
Now I stand before her as the man I was intended to be,
and she is the woman she did not know.
Now we come together into ONE new being…

And that being is also ever changing.

Here in this moment I write as I feel.
Yet in the next there will be a new revelation.
Here in this day we will explore the rising and the setting of the sun.
And in the next day two NEW people will awaken.

Nothing is lost, but everything is gained.
What we are is added to, and what we are not to be is forgotten.
And then there is again something else… that of the joy which never ends.
There is the face of a woman I never met before, who wants to kiss me.
There is the energy of a woman I never felt before, who wants to touch me.
There is the power of my love which I have never experienced before, not like this…
and it wants to reach out to her even more.
Ever more.

The changes and alterations from one day to the next took years of efforts on our own. Here together they take place without effort at all. We grow and expand and encompass and surround and fulfill and embrace the whole idea of us again today, and again later today, and again tomorrow.

She comes to me as a new woman in each and everyday.
Yet I know her and know her history like I know my own.
She walks different today.
She talks different today.
She moves differently, and has different ideas, and different motivations, and different more wonderful gifts then the day before!

Yet I know her intimately as though we have never been apart for thousands of millennia.

She is a different woman, though nothing is more known to me than her.
And each new difference is something more of what I know… not less.

She is more beautiful everyday.
She is more radiant everyday.
She is more sensual everyday.
She is more passionate everyday.
She is more understanding everyday.
She is more compassionate everyday.
She is more DIVINE everyday of our lives.

She is more of LOVE in every moment that passes.
And we are more in love in every moment that passes.

I find it impossible to describe this experience, for it even perplexes my own mind completely. Even her looks, and her eyes and her smile and her body and her face and her SKIN… changes from one day to the next.

So I fall to my knees, and I thank my Father for ALL he has done for us this day. This day I KNOW to cherish every moment, because this way we are we will never be again. This day I know to love her in every second, because who I love now will not be here tomorrow, but another more powerful lover will take her place.

Yet even so I can still go back, and still bring offerings of love to the one who was there yesterday. Because she remembers yesterday, and remembers who she was then. And we travel together through time and all time and witness the eternity of our lives. We share these moments with each other, as if we are there in that moment.

AND TIME has no meaning to us, except outside of us.
And I fall to my knees again, and Thank my Father,
for he has indeed given us a secret.

And all I can say to you, to explain all this…

Is that I love her more every day.
And she loves me more every day.
And we love US differently and more powerfully everyday.

Truly all I can say in our simple language…

Is that she is more beautiful every day.

Ryan o0o